Well guys I know its been a long time but i really do plan on trying to post more

Works going great and I just started EMT class and so far I am enjoying it a lot.  I go every Monday and Wednesday from 5:45pm-10:00pm. I know I know late class but its only until May.  Also I have joined a soccer team with a guy from work. We just started our indoor season Tuesday which resulted in a 2-2 draw. If you are interested you can check us out at www.infernosc.com.  Thats all for now but i promise to keep you up-to-date more often than I have been…Please take a look around as i start to make a few new chages to the site.

It was Christmas Eve babe
In the drunk tank
An old man said to me, won’t see another one
And then he sang a song
The Rare Old Mountain Dew
I turned my face away
And dreamed about you
Got on a lucky one
Came in eighteen to one
I’ve got a feeling
This year’s for me and you
So happy Christmas
I love you baby
I can see a better time
When all our dreams come true

They’ve got cars big as bars
They’ve got rivers of gold
But the wind goes right through you
It’s no place for the old
When you first took my hand
On a cold Christmas Eve
You promised me
Broadway was waiting for me

You were handsome
You were pretty
Queen of New York City
When the band finished playing
They howled out for more
Sinatra was swinging,
All the drunks they were singing
We kissed on a corner
Then danced through the night

The boys of the NYPD choir
Were singing “Galway Bay”
And the bells were ringing out
For Christmas day

You’re a bum
You’re a punk
You’re an old slut on junk
Lying there almost dead on a drip in that bed
You scumbag, you maggot
You cheap lousy faggot
Happy Christmas your arse
I pray God it’s our last

I could have been someone
Well so could anyone
You took my dreams from me
When I first found you
I kept them with me babe
I put them with my own
Can’t make it all alone
I’ve built my dreams around you

Hey guys, I know its been a while but a lot has happened since the last time I posted so I guess I will just start from the beginning.  Well as of the end of July I not longer work at Fitness Together. I couldn’t be happier because God has blessed me with my dream job.  Most of you know that for more then a year I have been testing and trying to become a firefighter..Well my dream came true this summer. I started the process with the Lombard Fire Department back in January and after nearly a entire year I was lucky enough to be one of 5 new people hired on at the department.  I started in August working at the station for 1 40 hour week to preparee myself for the 7 week long academy that started right after.   The academy was a blast, I meet a lot new people, learned a lot about what it will take to be a fire fighter and just had a load of fun.  After that 7 weeks was up (it was bitter sweet, i enjoyed spending all day with my new friends but really couldn’t wait to get back to the the station and really start working) I had 2 more 40 hour work weeks to help get really familiar with the way our department operated.  It was a fun but i wont lie it was hard not to wish those 2 weeks away to get on shift.  As of right now I am assigend to Black shift at our south station..I worked my first shift on Oct. 15th and i can’t even describe how awesome it was.  I have only worked 3 shifts but I already know that this is the great job in the world. Never in my life have I woke up and been excited to go to work…I don’t even look at it as work to me it’s getting paid to do what I love.  God’s really blessed Lauren and I lately. I just want to take this opportunityto thank everyone who has been praying for me the past year. You know how you are, I really felt your prayers and I know God used you.  Thanks to Champ, Mike and Emily, Em, Kyle, Jonathan, Clay and Karen, Dan and Clare, My mom and dad, Ed and Lori and most of all to my wife who had the patience to stick with me through all of this.

I’m back…im not posting otday to tired, but I will be posting on a regular basis again..and the workout log is back up and running…stay tuned

We are getting internet soon so hopefull I will be back to posting on a regular basis…I will catch up with you guys soon

I know its been a really long time since i wrote on here…Things have been going Great…I’ll try to get all cought up soon so you guys know whats all going on…I’m in the acadamy right now and I LOVE IT…Post more soon.

Well I’m Lombard’s newest Firefighter!  Thanks to everyone who has been supporting me in this process…You know who you are

I’m Kind of starting to Freak out!

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What is true strength?  For the longest time I thought strength was binging in control of your emotions.  Keeping everything enclosed so the world wont see what you are going through.  Putting on a front that says everything is ok and you are fine even when the world knows that things are bad.  I thought being strong was having others not see you struggle in the face of adversity, being solid  like a rock.  But the more I have been thinking, and the more I have watched the men that I consider strong the more flawed this view becomes.  As I sit and watch the men that I want to be it’s not the ones who act like nothing is wrong, it’s not the ones who act like they have it all together that I admire. It’s the ones who will stand in the face of adversity with tears in the eyes and proclaim to all the world that you may beat me down, but I will never give up.  You can throw your best punches, but I will move forward and the more you see the pain and the hurt  on my face the more I will come.  That’s the strength that I want to strive for.

I think this buzz-word concept is a strange one. Because there’s no playing around when it comes to hard training. Hard training isn’t a game. It’s a battle. Because what is always at stake is your life!

For people that don’t take training seriously… that’s a game. You know the types. Those you see in and out of the gym balancing on bosu balls and using their spinning cycles as a couch to watch tv- and as a perch to spy for real LIVE BREATHING girls walking around! The locker talkers. And I’m not limiting this to “trainees.” I went into my campus gym a couple of months ago. Great facility and brand spanking new, but something was missing… a power rack.

When I asked the “trainer” behind the counter why they didn’t have one he looked at me like I was crazy. “A what?” he said completely bewildered. “You know,” I tried to break it down for him: “It has four posts, and safety bars. You use it to safely do squats, benches, rack deadlifts, and pretty much everything else.” “Oh,” he said still questioning himself. “We’ve got one of those.” And he pointed me at a Smith machine!

This kind of “game” mentality is akin to playing paintball. Sure it might hurt a little, but you’re around friends and you KNOW you’re walking off the field no matter how much you get hit.

This is not hard training. Hard training involves something deeper. The KNOWLEDGE that you CAN’T mess up. The knowledge that you ARE fighting for your life. You are lifting that weight and eating right because it sustains your life! Because you don’t want to be a fat pig outside of the gym. Because you don’t want to be crushed by that ton of iron inside the gym.

Because you don’t want the collateral damage of cluster bombing yourself with heart attacks, obesity, cancer, emphysema, and several other nasties. Because you want to roll through the streets confident with a Sherman tank, not wheezing atop a moped. And to those who say it is a game, because you can have fun. Sure. You can have fun. You should have fun.

If this stuff doesn’t excite you, or you’re doing it to prove something to SOMEONE ELSE, you shouldn’t be doing it in the first place. You do it for you. To know you can continue to press on. To know that you can take the hill, and have the courage to fly in the face of society’s heavy machine gun fire of dirty living, drugs, and shitty food all around you. But you are courageous to know that you WONT get hit. Because you are a friggin’ superhero. You are bulletproof.

What if there’s an emergency and you have to save someone else’s life- OR your own! Then will you think it’s all a game? You are Captain America in battle. Your own Hulk or Superman. You CAN bounce back.

And you can do it because you are strong. And nothing will stop you or hold you back from that. The bodybuilders, the strongmen, the power lifters, the athletes, the gym rats. These are the superheroes. And these are the soldiers of the T-Nation army. And you know what…

they’ll win the battle. Because everyone else refuses to fight.